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Back in the saddle (NSFW text)

08 Jun

Or not, as the case may be.

After the last morose entry, the trip continued to deteriorate, culminating in a 4am call to Jalan, which in turn resulted in booking an earlier flight and coming home. My loving wife and owner picked me up from the airport, took me for breakfast, then got me home and in bed. She also made sure I’d stay there with cuffs and locks, declaring a minimum length for the nap. I did wake up earlier than that for the bathroom, and asked on returning if I could check in online — since I was already awake — but it was still naptime and that was that. And I did fall back asleep.

She knows me well.

Bringing the long story to a close, the deadline got met, and within a couple of days I was rested and recovered, and resolved to do our best to have as few nights apart in the future as could possibly be managed.

Still no orgasm, though.

As of this morning, she’s decided she can feel my “want.” But I think we’re still well short of her feeling my need. And it’s true — the need has been building more slowly this time than in our previous denial (she prefers “delay”) periods. I’m horny as all get out, and very much want to have sex, to come, and so forth. Heck, one night this week, I was asking her for sex even if I didn’t get to finish — just the act and the movement (didn’t get it). But the need is still building.

In other fronts, things are (also) going well. Due to a number of factors coming (NPI) together, I’m having some realizations about how I want to construct my life as Jalan and I build a life together. None of them is new or revolutionary for me, but they are crystallizing in new ways. And, as mentioned above, one of the factors in how we make our lives work going forward is that we do not like spending nights apart. Bad. Do not want. And it’s important enough to figure into career decisions.

That’s just one example — there are other principles in play. But one of the things Jalan and I have in common is that we both try to make decisions guided by principles that are important to us, instead of just going to the next obvious step. Going into too much detail would mean getting a bit too specific about my career for a public sex blog, but those who know me can ask, and for the rest — suffice to say that there is “processing” going on about deciding what career decisions best reflect my beliefs about what is important in how I live my life.

And it feels good.

And I’m horny.

Time to edge myself to meet quota.

 
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Posted by on June 8, 2012 in Daily Life

 

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